Thursday, October 18, 2012


            The world has changed so much in the last few years, We thrive on being negative more than positive now. Why is that?  What has changed to make us so caught up in spreading bad news or even having a listening ear to bad news? Gossip is at its all time high, MEN are gossiping just at much as the women or more. Your own friends are quick to tell you something bad they heard or seen about you but aren't as quick to tell you the good things they have heard. It's not because they are a bad friend, it's because they have been trained to the way of the world without even giving it a second thought. Why do people get on websites and write long paragraphs about people they have never met tearing them down as if they harmed them or their family?  I guess this is what we have become, we find it to be very much normal. As a whole we don't understand what it does to our youth, they are watching and learning at a very young age to basically be negative, to hurt people with words also actions. We need to do better, if you are going to be a real role model be it all they way.  Lets try to help build each other up to see how it will up lift everyone's day, mood and spirit. Some people's confidence is shattered by what others say and do which lead to low self esteem. Lets work together to build each other up now for a better future.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012


           Hey Jamal I  am sending my love to you through time, dimensions and outer space, I never imagined that we would ever be this far apart. I am still not use to it, I don't think I ever will be. Right now I am just hoping that my Card finds you, we are so far apart but still so connected because of the greatest thing we shared LOVE. With that we will always find one another no matter where we both are. If you where still here on this earth today you would be planning a birthday party or cook out with all your Real friends. Then if a lot of people did not show up including me lol You would call me and say Wow people just don't care anymore. I would say like I always would tell u "Jamal as we get older its up to us to make ourselves happy, depending on other people for your happyness is a dead end. Jamal you really did have a heart of Gold you lived to pick others up when they where down, you always made anybody you came in contact with Smile. I know the celebration that is taking place  in HEAVEN today is bigger than any earthly party you have ever had. The Angles are performing  for you also your favorite Biggie aka Notorious lol. I know you had that set up for weeks now and you made him do your favorite song (SKYS THE LIMIT) Well carry on with the celebration, I just wanted you to know if my card does find you in the skys, I love you and miss you, meeting you Jamal was one of the best days of my life. I am thankful that you decided to be apart of my life, I do know one day we will  reunite again. Until then I keep you in my heart & soul for eternity.:) I love you enjoy Paradise in the sky.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

NEW SKIN CARE UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                           Beautiful skin starts on the inside then the outside. Lets get started on some thing I have come to learn over the last couple of months. Your skin is a organ it need's lot of water to keep it healthy. Drinking at least 6-8 glasses of water makes a big difference in our skin. It helps flush out the toxins in our body so that means clearer skin. I have also come to learn that taking vitamin A is very good at treating skin issues, It helps heal skin quicker and it helps with Acne. The biggest secret I have discover thanks to my mother is taking the vitamin Zinc. It helps control the amount of oil produced in the skin which is the cause of 90% breakouts.  We are all human our skin can get crazy over ANYTHING lol like stress, oil produced by our skin, bacteria trapped in pores, the food we eat. Dairy products believe it or not do cause break outs. Heres another key factor BE GENTLE WITH YOUR SKIN! scrubbing your skin will make skin issues worse, never be ruff with your skin especially if you have a break out at the time. Also try not to use all kinds of different products on your skin, this cause skin irritation. When looking for good skin care products READ LABELS, try to use things that have natural ingredients. Pure Vitamin E oil is amazing at healing scars caused by breakouts. If you have oily skin try using product that say OIL FREE so it wont clog your pores. If you have had skin discoloration you may want to invest in a CHEMICAL PEEL, these do wonders in removing acne scars and blemishes. I hope this short update will help. But when you do get a break out be patient we are human with some TLC you will be back clear in no time. :)

Friday, April 13, 2012


                  Hello everyone this is going to be a quick up date for fun but very real,  ok lets start, why are people so worried about other people now in days?? people that don't even know them? HELLO get a life lol I find the internet sickos to be the craziest  lol how do people speak on other people that they don't know personally like they have met them in person or had a phone convo with them or know them or there family? say it with me (obsessed sickos lol) why are people worried about another persons race/mixture? don't worry about it its not hurting u because of what they are, hmmm or is it because you are jealous? may be a question you may want to ask your self then seek help. Then you have the people that do know the person not really on a personal level  but still worrying about that persons every move.  Lol if you put all that energy that you put in worrying about another person, applied it to your life you would be unstoppable lol You may even have so much going on you don't have the time to worry about someone else(MESSAGE!) so with that said get a clue do u and stop worrying about other people and get a life! a life outside of the internet! a life out side of who's butt is bigger than who's! who dresses better ! who looks better! who has more money! GET A LIFE SO YOU CAN DO MORE WITH YOUR LIFE INSTEAD OF WORRYING ABOUT SOMEONE ELSES LOL that's all kids until next time worry about yourself:) lol

Friday, April 6, 2012


      How do I begin, what happen to young Trayvon is beyond sad, but its a wake up call to lets us know that we have not come that far from the days of Malcom X and Dr King. Where does his family find justice? from the law or from us? For the last few weeks all kinds of rally's have taken place for Trayvon, I even went to a rally with two of my best friends Quaron and Bre. It felt good to stand for something worth standing for(Trayvon), but what has it accomplished for Trayvon or his family? Trayvon's killer is still free,  breathing able to sleep at night in a warm bed,  Able to think about the wrong choices he made, while Trayon is 6 feet under dirt, not able to have a voice in the matter. When will Trayvon finally get his justice? You cant help but look at the situation and say if Trayon had been a under aged teen and had killed his killer would he have been in jail although his reason for shooting was self defense? My answer is YES , because Trayvons dad wasn't a judge also he wouldn't have people on the inside covering up the facts. Trayvons killer  even has supporters, how can you support a man that killed a child, A child with candy and tea, how can anyone with a soul justify this? Any time the media brings up what Trayon had done in school that week or brings up that he looked much older than the picture the news flashes of him lets us know that we live in a very evil corrupted world. The fact of the matter is Trayon was stalked because he was black, if trayvon had been a white teen male in the same neighborhood would the story had ended the same with his cold blooded killer? Even if Trayvons killer does finally go to jail, Trayvon  is not coming back, he lost his life, a life that he could have  become all of the things he dreamed of being but it was ripped away from him from a adult who thought he was a bad person because he was black with a hoody on. So will Trayvon or we as the face of Trayvon ever have justice? Don't ever for get Trayvon, Trayvon represents more than snapping pictures in a hoody TRAYVON represents you -me and the future to come. LET OUR CHILDREN GROW

Sunday, February 26, 2012


              Sorry you guys i know this is late, you have been asking me for my beauty update, well here it is nice and simple but very helpful.   Ok  for my face I have been using my Aveeno pore facial wash, it is amazing for getting deep in those pores. Next i use a Aveeno facial scrub once a week to remove dead skin, I use a sun block face lotion every day. HAIR HAIR HAIR since you all love my hair, thank you so much flattered you do. I use a sulfate FREE hair shampoo, as long as it doesn't have that and mostly all NATURAL ingredients it works for me. You can find those kind of shampoos at places like walgreens. Next i condition with organ oil conditioner, put in a leave in conditioner then seal with all Natural Olive Oil. When getting your hair healthy you want to make sure the products you are using does not have MINERAL OIL or PETROLEUM in it. These ingredients are very bad for ethic hair, it clogs the hair scalp and prevents moisture from getting into the hair strands. So be careful, read what you are buying. As you know i don't wear makeup unless i have to while working, it doesn't agree with my skin, when ever i have had to wear makeup by a hour later i am left with at least two white zits lol gross so for my makeup I like to wear lip gloss in a neutral color, i put olive oil on my eyelashes and I am ready to go.  There you guys i gave you the long waited update hope it helps you:)

Sunday, January 22, 2012


If you do this i hate to break the news you are a hater:(
(1) if you go out your way to speak negative about someone when people are speaking positive about the person.
(2) if all you do is sub tweet about the person but say oh i am not a hater but i am keeping it real lol
(3) if you go under fake names when you see this person posted on sites to hate but you don't have enough heart to say it with your real name.
(4) if you feel like you have something to prove to this person that does not even know you take breaths or doesn't really care if you do.
(5) if you try your best to discredit a person no matter how great they seem to others.
(6) If the thought of this person messes your day up, when u dont know this person on a personal level u are  not a hater u need real help from a doctor lol
(7) If you say a person is not all that but most people say they are  u may be hating lol
(8) if you point out peoples flaws every chance u get.
(9) down playing another person success

 Now if you realize you have done some of these things its ok the firs step is admitting you have a problem then u can began to seek real help because being a hater is very bad for your health.