Thursday, May 21, 2015

F#CK CANCER!!!!

           I  DON'T KNOW WHERE THE BEGAN WITH THE HURT MY FAMILY JUST WENT THROUGH AGAIN THIS PASS WEEK. ONE OF MY FAVORITE AUNT'S PASSED AWAY FROM CANCER.. MY AUNT LISA. MY AUNT LISA DID NOT TELL US UNTIL SHE KNEW SHE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD. MY AUNT HAS ALWAYS BEEN STRONG NEVER WANTED TO BURDEN ANYONE WITH THINGS GOING ON IN HER LIFE, THAT IS JUST HOW SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN. LOSING HER IS LOSING APART OF ME,  I HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES OF HER, SHE IS THE REASON I AM WHO I AM TODAY. MY AUNT WAS A DIVA SHE ALWAYS WAS SO STYLISH, KEPT HER NAILS PAINTED AND HAIR SLAYED LOL MY AUNT WAS A SHOP ADDICT. THE APPLE DID NOT FALL TO FAR FROM THE TREE. ALOT OF HER STYLE AND WAYS I PICKED UP ON AND MADE THEM MY OWN. ALL THE WOMEN IN MY FAMILY HAVE INFLUENCED ME IN A POSITIVE WAY. MY AUNT HAD TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN THAT SHE LOVED NO MATTER WHAT..  MY AUNT AND I WOULD ALWAYS HAVE INTIMATE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT THINGS I BELIEVE MY AUNT ONLY TOLD ME AT TIMES. SHE NEVER CALLLED ME PORTIA SHE ALWAYS CALLED ME PORSHEEE LOL AS A KID I USE TO ALWAYS SPEND THE NIGHT OVER MY AUNTS HOUSE, I WOULD LOOK FORWARD TO IT.  SHE WAS THE BEST WHEN IT CAME TO MOVIE NIGHTS, SHOWING THE KIDS A GOOD TIME. THINGS LIKE THAT YOU NEVER FORGET. IT BECOMES A PART OF YOUR HISTORY... YOUR STORY, YOUR MEMORIES THAT WILL LIVE IN MY HEART FOREVER.  I WISH SHE HAD TOLD US SHE WAS SICK WE WOULD HAVE FAUGHT WITH HER. ALTHOUGH MY AUNT WAS A VERY STRONG PERSON NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO FIGHT THAT FIGHT ALONE.  MY AUNT LISA WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.. YOU CAN NEVER FORGET A PERSON WHO HAD A BIG IMPACT AND TOUCHED SO MANY PEOPLE LIVES ALONG THEIR JOURNEY. SHE IS ONE OF THE REASONS I STARTED TO DO MAGAZINES, I TOOK A LEAP OF FAITH TO TRY SOMETHING DIFFERENT.  FOR ALL OF THE PEOPLE I LOVE THAT PUSHED ME THAT ARE GONE NOW I HAVE TO FINISH WHAT I STARTED. AUNT LISA YOU WERE A AMAZING QUEEN, YOU LEFT A LOT OF BROKEN HEARTS THE DAY THAT DEPARTED FROM THIS MORTAL RIM BUT I KNOW YOUR LIFE GOES ON. ENERGY NEVER DIES IT JUST CHANGES FORM,  I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN . THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU I AM SURE I WILL LEARN EVEN MORE FROM YOU WHEN WE REUNITE. AUNT LISA ENJOY THE SPIRITUAL RIM, OUR WORLDS ARE ONLY SECONDS APART.. ENJOY YOUR REWARDS FOR BEING A AMAZING BEING WHILE HERE ON THIS EARTH. RIH AUNT LISA

Saturday, March 28, 2015

DO PEOPLE TAKE SOCIAL MEDIA TO SERIOUS??

     I HAVE NOT BEEN ON INSTAGRAM AS LONG AS MOST BUT I HAVE NOTICED THE POST BEING PASSED AROUND THAT STATES (THIS WAS NOT ABOUT YOU BUT IF THE SHOE FITS WEAR IT. I NEVER UNDERSTOOD HOW PEOPLE CAN LOOK AT SOMEONE'S POST AND ASSUME IT'S ABOUT THEM. UNLESS THEY DEEP DOWN INSIDE FEEL IT SHOULD BE ABOUT THEM.GUILT CAN EXPOSE FEELINGS WITHOUT EVEN WANTING TO. THEN YOU HAVE FAMILY AND FRIENDS UNFOLLOWING AND BLOCKING PEOPLE THEY LITERALLY TALK TO OR USE TO TALK TO EVERY DAY TO LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE MAD AT THEM. (Talk about being petty and childish) WHEN IT COMES TO SOCIAL MEDIA LEAVE IT AS THAT.. IT SHOULD NEVER BE THAT SERIOUS. THERE IS TO MUCH MEANINGFUL THINGS GOING ON IN THE WORLD TO SPEND TIME BEING CONSUMED  WITH THINGS THAT LITERALLY MEAN NOTHING. NEXT YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO HATE PEOPLE THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW BUT FOLLOW THEM AND LEAVE NEGATIVE COMMENTS ON THEIR PAGES. AM I MISSING SOMETHING? NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO BE ON THEIR PAGE, IT MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE YOU HAVE A ISSUE NOT THE PERSON YOU CLAIM TO NOT LIKE BUT CANT HELP YOURSELF WHEN IT COMES TO LEAVING COMMENTS ABOUT THEM. YOU EVER HEARD THE SAYING (IT COST YOU NOTHING TO PAY ME NO MIND)? IF MORE PEOPLE USED IT THE WORLD WOULD HAVE LESS BITTER HATERS. THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS STOP GIVING THINGS TIME THAT SHOULD NOT EVEN HAVE YOUR ATTENTION. STOP WEARING ALL YOUR FEELINGS ON A SOCIAL SITE.. BEING AFFECTED WITH WHAT OTHERS DO ON THEIR PAGES. DEDICATE THAT TIME TO SOMETHING POSITIVE,SO MANY GREAT THINGS HAPPEN WHEN YOU CHANGE NEGATIVE ENERGY TO POSITIVE  ENERGY.