Thursday, May 21, 2015

F#CK CANCER!!!!

           I  DON'T KNOW WHERE THE BEGAN WITH THE HURT MY FAMILY JUST WENT THROUGH AGAIN THIS PASS WEEK. ONE OF MY FAVORITE AUNT'S PASSED AWAY FROM CANCER.. MY AUNT LISA. MY AUNT LISA DID NOT TELL US UNTIL SHE KNEW SHE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD. MY AUNT HAS ALWAYS BEEN STRONG NEVER WANTED TO BURDEN ANYONE WITH THINGS GOING ON IN HER LIFE, THAT IS JUST HOW SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN. LOSING HER IS LOSING APART OF ME,  I HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES OF HER, SHE IS THE REASON I AM WHO I AM TODAY. MY AUNT WAS A DIVA SHE ALWAYS WAS SO STYLISH, KEPT HER NAILS PAINTED AND HAIR SLAYED LOL MY AUNT WAS A SHOP ADDICT. THE APPLE DID NOT FALL TO FAR FROM THE TREE. ALOT OF HER STYLE AND WAYS I PICKED UP ON AND MADE THEM MY OWN. ALL THE WOMEN IN MY FAMILY HAVE INFLUENCED ME IN A POSITIVE WAY. MY AUNT HAD TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN THAT SHE LOVED NO MATTER WHAT..  MY AUNT AND I WOULD ALWAYS HAVE INTIMATE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT THINGS I BELIEVE MY AUNT ONLY TOLD ME AT TIMES. SHE NEVER CALLLED ME PORTIA SHE ALWAYS CALLED ME PORSHEEE LOL AS A KID I USE TO ALWAYS SPEND THE NIGHT OVER MY AUNTS HOUSE, I WOULD LOOK FORWARD TO IT.  SHE WAS THE BEST WHEN IT CAME TO MOVIE NIGHTS, SHOWING THE KIDS A GOOD TIME. THINGS LIKE THAT YOU NEVER FORGET. IT BECOMES A PART OF YOUR HISTORY... YOUR STORY, YOUR MEMORIES THAT WILL LIVE IN MY HEART FOREVER.  I WISH SHE HAD TOLD US SHE WAS SICK WE WOULD HAVE FAUGHT WITH HER. ALTHOUGH MY AUNT WAS A VERY STRONG PERSON NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO FIGHT THAT FIGHT ALONE.  MY AUNT LISA WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.. YOU CAN NEVER FORGET A PERSON WHO HAD A BIG IMPACT AND TOUCHED SO MANY PEOPLE LIVES ALONG THEIR JOURNEY. SHE IS ONE OF THE REASONS I STARTED TO DO MAGAZINES, I TOOK A LEAP OF FAITH TO TRY SOMETHING DIFFERENT.  FOR ALL OF THE PEOPLE I LOVE THAT PUSHED ME THAT ARE GONE NOW I HAVE TO FINISH WHAT I STARTED. AUNT LISA YOU WERE A AMAZING QUEEN, YOU LEFT A LOT OF BROKEN HEARTS THE DAY THAT DEPARTED FROM THIS MORTAL RIM BUT I KNOW YOUR LIFE GOES ON. ENERGY NEVER DIES IT JUST CHANGES FORM,  I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN . THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU I AM SURE I WILL LEARN EVEN MORE FROM YOU WHEN WE REUNITE. AUNT LISA ENJOY THE SPIRITUAL RIM, OUR WORLDS ARE ONLY SECONDS APART.. ENJOY YOUR REWARDS FOR BEING A AMAZING BEING WHILE HERE ON THIS EARTH. RIH AUNT LISA